5/24/10

letting go...life is beautiful...

there was a time in my life when i felt that i would not survive without someone.
my life revolved around him.in fact he was my world.
i was happy because of him.
that was how i lived my life.
then all of a sudden he was gone..
but to my surprise my fear of not surviving never came.
now here i am still standing, strong and tough.
realization settled in me,
that i could be happy because i have a choice.
no one holds the key to my happiness but me.
all i could think of now was the wonderful feeling of letting go.
i know life is beautiful and it will always be.

Personal Perception

Different people have different perception. One man's meat could be another man's poison. A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home,a boy commented, "Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey?"Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them. Later, an old man saw it and commented, "The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?" Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, "How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman."
The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey. Then, they met a young man. He commented, "Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you." Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders.

It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled. They lost their balance and fell into the river. You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future.

Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear..

5/23/10

remember the pain(lesson was learned)

I remember the guy who made me believe he was true.Don't get me wrong I have no feelings for him anymore.It's just that looking back, I wouldn't be as happy as I am now if I wasn't hurt before...........

Uncertainty of the Heart

Tired of this pain which love has brought
Expectations were unmet yet the heart still yearns for the beloved
To spend even just a spare amount of time
Surely the poignant wounds would heal, the tears would subside

Unprepared for what transpired one fine day
Destiny’s surprise of introducing
Unresolved however was the connection felt
Was it true, was it mutual….the answer is still point blank.

Was the loving heart taken for granted?
Was it a victim of a foolish game?
How sad, how cruel if affirmative
How could he?