6/12/10

Finding the right one...

now realize that patience and faith really are great virtues. For half of my existence I have experienced a lot of pain and sorrows with regards to romantic relationships.It may be wise to say that all the heartaches made me strong and a better person.I have come to shy away from my past mistakes and strived to be more mature.And now I can say I am ready to embrace true love offered by the person I truly adore and treasure.
I used to wonder how can someone feel or know matter-of-factly if a person is right for someone and if he is really THE ONE. Most people say you will just know it when he/she comes.I doubted.But love is really mysterious and enchanting.Now I am a living proof.When he came I just knew it.From the first time I met his gaze I told myself he would be a part of my life.Now he is.I am truly blessed by his presence in my life.All the mistakes I made in the past were eradicated and predominantly now I am full of positive vibe and outlook.Some might think I'm a hopeless romantic.You judge.But for me, I am just an ordinary girl who found the right person to love and to devote my whole life with.

realizing such as......

haven't been myself for quite sometimes.
maybe i got tired of my convictions and braving the storms in my life.
but then as lost as i was, surviving was really difficult without a path to follow.
and so i sought the way to what i think the wind is really leading me to go.
I appreciate though the moment when i was living a life of no ideals at all.
That was when i realized that it was not me breathing and doing my routine.
It was a part of me that i let go for awhile to experience what life can offer.
Now after that mosh pit experience, i am back...
The woman who stands up for what is true and right...
The gal who laughs at the simplest blessing that comes her way...
I've casted out the monster in me or maybe i just locked it up in one dark part of my being.... Atleast it didn't eat me up... i was able to defeat it's power over me...

6/8/10

Happy birthday to me......tumatanda na ako..






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salamat sa Poong Maykapal
sa yaring buhay at sa lahat ng biyaya
sa mga kaibigan at minamahal
salamat sa pag-aaruga.
sa mga taong nanghusga
salamat at naging matatag ako

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