I miss someone that never misses me,
i like someone that doesn't even look at me,
i care of someone that doesn't even care about me.
All of this because of the way i feel for him...
life may not be easy, most likely full of trials,
but just seeing him gives me reason,
reason to stay away from troubles,reason to believe,
reason to live, reason to go on,
reason to be and reason to exist...
I will always think of him and she will always be in my mind!!!
This is for someone that will stay forever in my heart!!!
4/17/10
4/16/10
my friend is marrying her bf she met online
Is it really possible to meet your partner online ?
Well, I may try it maybe sometime?
Although fate has much to do with this
I doubt if I get the same chance.
Life is a choice and love comes in an unexpected time and place.
This is tough way but hey let's face it
if we don't have the guts then be satisfied to be with yourself for good.
and soon me too, next in line..hihihi
Some gets lucky in love some are just lucky being alone.
Well, I may try it maybe sometime?
Although fate has much to do with this
I doubt if I get the same chance.
Life is a choice and love comes in an unexpected time and place.
This is tough way but hey let's face it
if we don't have the guts then be satisfied to be with yourself for good.
and soon me too, next in line..hihihi
Some gets lucky in love some are just lucky being alone.
i need
i need a friend to lean on..
i need someone to listen to me.
now that im in pain.
i need someone to be there
but i dont know to whom i will run..
im so disappointed.
a friend i thought who i count on
is the one who let me down..
its really hurting me..
now i need some advice?
who wants to give?
ohhhhhh......so sad..
i need someone to listen to me.
now that im in pain.
i need someone to be there
but i dont know to whom i will run..
im so disappointed.
a friend i thought who i count on
is the one who let me down..
its really hurting me..
now i need some advice?
who wants to give?
ohhhhhh......so sad..
4/15/10
category of life
I look forward , i see notthing
i look at my left, i see notthing
i look at my right , i see notthing
i look at my back and i see my past trying to keep me,make me stay and stealing me from what and who i can be,
but then i look up and i see Him watching me with His hands towards me, like a Father that wants to help His son getting up, all i need to do it's lift up my hands then praise Him and worship Him and let Him take it from there....
God is really good!!!!!
i look at my left, i see notthing
i look at my right , i see notthing
i look at my back and i see my past trying to keep me,make me stay and stealing me from what and who i can be,
but then i look up and i see Him watching me with His hands towards me, like a Father that wants to help His son getting up, all i need to do it's lift up my hands then praise Him and worship Him and let Him take it from there....
God is really good!!!!!
sad me today..
im sad cuz things happen in life and
i dont know how to handle them sometimes
well im actually not sad cuz of that,
i'm sad cuz i can't express my self all the time,
i'm afraid about others people reactions...
what they might think if i ever make a move...
so i prefer not to do anything till the time comes!!!
i dont know how to handle them sometimes
well im actually not sad cuz of that,
i'm sad cuz i can't express my self all the time,
i'm afraid about others people reactions...
what they might think if i ever make a move...
so i prefer not to do anything till the time comes!!!
4/14/10
Complicated
I felt faint. I could not believe what I was hearing. I wanted to die.
My life started to be complicated.I started to wet the bed from fear and nightmares...That led to more complications since i met him.As soon as I think of her I want to cry.
Why is life such a bitch? I wonder. Full of hurt and complications. What happened to living happily ever after?
I think of the girl in the room next over.
Before I know what I'm doing, I'm reaching for the tablets. I fill the glass with water, then stare at the little white box for a while, feeling as if I'd been sucked into a tornado of emotions.
Who knew they had so much power?
A tear oozes out from beneath my eyelids as I push four tablets out of the casing. I drop them into the water and watch them dissolve, releasing a string of tiny bubbles that soon disappear.
The water looks so innocent now.
I wipe my eyes with my sleeve, then pick up the glass.
Slowly, I walk into the living room.
But i will make sure my life will going to be good and happy because i have the man
that love me and give the best life that i wanted to have..
My life started to be complicated.I started to wet the bed from fear and nightmares...That led to more complications since i met him.As soon as I think of her I want to cry.
Why is life such a bitch? I wonder. Full of hurt and complications. What happened to living happily ever after?
I think of the girl in the room next over.
Before I know what I'm doing, I'm reaching for the tablets. I fill the glass with water, then stare at the little white box for a while, feeling as if I'd been sucked into a tornado of emotions.
Who knew they had so much power?
A tear oozes out from beneath my eyelids as I push four tablets out of the casing. I drop them into the water and watch them dissolve, releasing a string of tiny bubbles that soon disappear.
The water looks so innocent now.
I wipe my eyes with my sleeve, then pick up the glass.
Slowly, I walk into the living room.
But i will make sure my life will going to be good and happy because i have the man
that love me and give the best life that i wanted to have..
CHEATERS and LIARS
Recognizing potential cheaters is easier than you think if you know the signs and already familiar with your partner's daily routine so it's obvious if your partner is not in a place you thought was supposedly at, she/he might be trying to conceal something, or avoiding to answer a phone ring in your presence or unwillingness to include and introduce you into her/his circle of friends and family members to prevent you from knowing more other than information given to you by your new lover. Knowing someone's pattern in the past such as the number of relationships that person was involved in will give you a pretty good idea what type of person you're dealing with. Women in particular, tend to be gullible especially when they've fallen in love so quick so don't let sweet talks, romantic gestures or good looks fool you, liars are like chameleons and so good at what they do when they want to deceive you. Some people fall in love so soon only to find out later on that the person they've fallen for has a long list of undesirable characteristics they're trying to avoid in the first place. In most cases there are no solution for cheaters and liars but most of them will feel a sense of resentment and guilt of what they've done later on.
For relationship to succeed
Love is temporary or forever, so treasure the beautiful moment while it last. Tears might fall and smiles will brighten up souls..in the end what matters is you've done your best even in the wake of foremost adversity.
If your best is not enough to keep the relationship from falling apart maybe there is inconsistent love that was provided instead of building it more stronger. Open and constant communication is the key to have a better understanding to achieve a healthy relationship.
If your best is not enough to keep the relationship from falling apart maybe there is inconsistent love that was provided instead of building it more stronger. Open and constant communication is the key to have a better understanding to achieve a healthy relationship.
4/13/10
mosquito in starbucks
mmmmmmmmmmmm.mosquito go away from my coffee..hihih
I LOVE EVERYTHING and ANYTHING IN STARBUCKS..
my day is not complete without coffee..
4/12/10
Tim ward.
since i met him
everyday is a happy day for me..
wake up in the morning with smile on my face
thinking of my love..
knowing him at inter in my life is really amazing,
he make feels to me that i am important.
i miss him everyday,can't wait to see him..
thanks god the computer was invented.
there"s no day that we dont talk on the phone,text,emailed to each other.
His love for me is really full filling.
i always said to my self,this the person i'm waiting for.
and finally he came in my life,with out searching him..
this the love i been looking for,the love that made me feel secure and prepare.
never feel the pinch of sadness and loneliness in my heart.
he's really amazing.wonderful person inside and out..
this the person i want to spend the rest of my life with,
we both agree that we find good place where to live and rise a family
really pleasing because we value my opinion and treated me with total respect.
month from now we will be together and we both plan to get married ..
My heart is exclusive for HIM only even its a long distance relationship,
I hope that it works.
I don't want to hurt his feeling and if GOD'S permit that are really the one of each other, I'll promise to be this way with him forever......GOD BLESS US!!!!!
so excited to see him..Now that i have him,i couldn't ask for more.
everyday is a happy day for me..
wake up in the morning with smile on my face
thinking of my love..
knowing him at inter in my life is really amazing,
he make feels to me that i am important.
i miss him everyday,can't wait to see him..
thanks god the computer was invented.
there"s no day that we dont talk on the phone,text,emailed to each other.
His love for me is really full filling.
i always said to my self,this the person i'm waiting for.
and finally he came in my life,with out searching him..
this the love i been looking for,the love that made me feel secure and prepare.
never feel the pinch of sadness and loneliness in my heart.
he's really amazing.wonderful person inside and out..
this the person i want to spend the rest of my life with,
we both agree that we find good place where to live and rise a family
really pleasing because we value my opinion and treated me with total respect.
month from now we will be together and we both plan to get married ..
My heart is exclusive for HIM only even its a long distance relationship,
I hope that it works.
I don't want to hurt his feeling and if GOD'S permit that are really the one of each other, I'll promise to be this way with him forever......GOD BLESS US!!!!!
so excited to see him..Now that i have him,i couldn't ask for more.
4/11/10
Nun, da ich Sie (now that i have you)
While I was walking, I stopped for a while and thought of things I don't have. Then I realized that the happiest of all people don't necessarily have the best of everything, they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we're missing until it arrives.
In life there's are very rare chances that you'll meet the person you love and genuinely cares for you in return..
There's moment in life when you really miss someone that you won't to pick them from you dream and hug them for real..
now that i have u everything seems so right.
u make me smile again..i thought i dont have this feeling anymore.
now i'm learning german not because i needed it,but because i want it,so that to proved to him how much i love him..
how many month and we will be together baby, and i can't wait but now little bit sacrifice for us until u come..
SEE U SOON MY LOVE....
charge to experience
experience is the term where individuals learn from their own actions and feelings.
Whether it is good or bad, right or wrong, happy or sad it will still be part of
experience.
Have you tried meeting your long lost friend? Or a classmate during your high school
years? This is a wonderful experience, where you can have a chitchat and start
reminiscing those good old days with your worst teacher or your first crush.
Have you been through a tough job interview? Whoa! this is a pressuring experience.
Trying to answer those difficult questions that really stirs your mind to death that
just make sense when you get hired.
How about giving advises to a close friend or helping those who are in need, have
you tried it? It’s a different feeling that overwhelms the heart and mind. It is a
great experience to share something in you that others don’t have.
Being brokenhearted? Nah! this is the restless experience. It is some kind of being
rejected or left behind that results to depression or death. Mind you, its a worth
while experience when you have moved on.
The feeling of grief is when someone passed away, whether it is from your family,
a relative, a friend or someone who is special to you. It makes our hearts faint
to death as well. This is a lonesome experience, for we long for someone’s presence
that can never be back again.
Been through a winning battle? Achieved your goals in life? This is a fulfilling
experience. A feeling where we see life in this world as never ending happiness yet
temporary. We achieved worldly things such as owning a house, car, a nice career,
a business that earns a lot of money. Who among us doesn’t want this to experience.
Experience the eternal joy that we only find in God. This is the supreme experience,
where we in counter our creator through prayers and meditations. A one of kind feeling
where hope endured forever and evil has no place to stay.
Those are just some of the experiences that we may felt at this moment. Though it
may be temporary but it gives us hope on the upcoming future, in order for us to
live freely, express on what we feel, and prepare for another step in our lives…
Whether it is good or bad, right or wrong, happy or sad it will still be part of
experience.
Have you tried meeting your long lost friend? Or a classmate during your high school
years? This is a wonderful experience, where you can have a chitchat and start
reminiscing those good old days with your worst teacher or your first crush.
Have you been through a tough job interview? Whoa! this is a pressuring experience.
Trying to answer those difficult questions that really stirs your mind to death that
just make sense when you get hired.
How about giving advises to a close friend or helping those who are in need, have
you tried it? It’s a different feeling that overwhelms the heart and mind. It is a
great experience to share something in you that others don’t have.
Being brokenhearted? Nah! this is the restless experience. It is some kind of being
rejected or left behind that results to depression or death. Mind you, its a worth
while experience when you have moved on.
The feeling of grief is when someone passed away, whether it is from your family,
a relative, a friend or someone who is special to you. It makes our hearts faint
to death as well. This is a lonesome experience, for we long for someone’s presence
that can never be back again.
Been through a winning battle? Achieved your goals in life? This is a fulfilling
experience. A feeling where we see life in this world as never ending happiness yet
temporary. We achieved worldly things such as owning a house, car, a nice career,
a business that earns a lot of money. Who among us doesn’t want this to experience.
Experience the eternal joy that we only find in God. This is the supreme experience,
where we in counter our creator through prayers and meditations. A one of kind feeling
where hope endured forever and evil has no place to stay.
Those are just some of the experiences that we may felt at this moment. Though it
may be temporary but it gives us hope on the upcoming future, in order for us to
live freely, express on what we feel, and prepare for another step in our lives…
broken heart
Getting over someone whom you devoted all your time for so many month oe even years is no walk in the park.Undergoing the process of denial,depression and anger is natural but sulking in your room for longer than necessary while watching the whole world passes you by is not healthy anymore…Wake up!!!! You need to move on….
CRY. Face the fact that you are sad and depressed.There is no point of hiding it to the world most especially to yourself.lock your self in your room and cry.sob or even wail all you want,it is alright.Just cry to let out all heartaches you are feeling.We who have been hurt before know it hurts so badly and the pain is no unbearable.you can let it out by all means.you might get puffy and swollen eye bags but at least you are not stressing your way to sickness.Remember it is healthy to express anger and hurt.you can vent your feeling and relieve the tension and stress you feel inside.
Lend some Ear.When in pain and confused,it is always advisable to have someone around.Pouring over your sentiments with a friend over a bottle or a cup of coffee is a great cathasis.Who cares if you have told the story a hundred times already to you friend?As long as the anguish is still there just keep on talking.It will soothe your soul.
Do not listen to love Songs.As well all know, long song tend to stir our emotional side,so be wary and do not let your self indulge into listening to love song when you are broken hearted.you will end up feeling like a complete loser and that is the last thing you want to happen.
Keep Yourself Busy.Do the things that you neglected to do because you were busy with someone else before.Finish your project that you left idle for almost a month now.open that novel where you bookmark has been on the same chapter for already a year.Do all the things you have been dying to do before but just did not have the time.Organize an out of town trip with your friends or trying hosting a party.Be with happy people and absorb their vibes.
Reminisce.This may sound weird but is some times effective.If avoiding all the places you two have been and all the things both of you were doing before did not come up with a good result,then might as well try this one.No, reminiscing does not mean that you have to punish yourself by reliving the memories you once shared,it is just a way of making your self immune to all the pains he has caused and for you to face the reality…
CRY. Face the fact that you are sad and depressed.There is no point of hiding it to the world most especially to yourself.lock your self in your room and cry.sob or even wail all you want,it is alright.Just cry to let out all heartaches you are feeling.We who have been hurt before know it hurts so badly and the pain is no unbearable.you can let it out by all means.you might get puffy and swollen eye bags but at least you are not stressing your way to sickness.Remember it is healthy to express anger and hurt.you can vent your feeling and relieve the tension and stress you feel inside.
Lend some Ear.When in pain and confused,it is always advisable to have someone around.Pouring over your sentiments with a friend over a bottle or a cup of coffee is a great cathasis.Who cares if you have told the story a hundred times already to you friend?As long as the anguish is still there just keep on talking.It will soothe your soul.
Do not listen to love Songs.As well all know, long song tend to stir our emotional side,so be wary and do not let your self indulge into listening to love song when you are broken hearted.you will end up feeling like a complete loser and that is the last thing you want to happen.
Keep Yourself Busy.Do the things that you neglected to do because you were busy with someone else before.Finish your project that you left idle for almost a month now.open that novel where you bookmark has been on the same chapter for already a year.Do all the things you have been dying to do before but just did not have the time.Organize an out of town trip with your friends or trying hosting a party.Be with happy people and absorb their vibes.
Reminisce.This may sound weird but is some times effective.If avoiding all the places you two have been and all the things both of you were doing before did not come up with a good result,then might as well try this one.No, reminiscing does not mean that you have to punish yourself by reliving the memories you once shared,it is just a way of making your self immune to all the pains he has caused and for you to face the reality…
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