heartache

is said that"when you love someone,set him free,but if he comes back again,then you’ll it was meant to be."People say this is true.but i say,its not really true.maybe,its true to others but to me it’s not.I have a man in my life.I love him in the sense that he became the center of my life.All my hopes and dreams were with him.If i have exaggerate things he was the air that i breathed.Life became so meaningful with him.We have had our piece of misunderstanding,we fought,we discussed a lot,we broke up and we made up.Until we decided to let each other explore things in our own.We were still committed at that time,but since we were apart from each other,to do away pressure of demanding something from each other,we decided to let go."Ok we both make our own way..I go my way.If you find someone better than me,tell me so "so that i know what im gonna do.and to settled that way of us.I enjoyed my freedom flirted with other men,my work,internet, cellphone and Etc..I go out with friends enjoyed their company without worries of explaining to him afterwards.After sometimes,I never heard any news from him,and it turned into month and so on..He never said anything, Until i found out That He find someone..He never told me..I realised that since i haven’t Heard anthing from him.I was hopeful that HE still oved me and he will come back to me after his journey to his freedom..I never thought that he could be that weak with the temptation.I never thought that we will did this to me.I knew that he:s the man that kept his words,but he didn't told me So wat did? Nothing!!!! I was to proud to admit that it was painfull for me,I still loved him..Can u blame me?Can someone say I should have go to him and told him what i really felt..And then realized I was totally free.But It was so lonely life..Knowing that he,s not part of my life is really different..But what can i do.i have to move and forget him..I know it hard..Its frustrating…Its so unhappy..Missing him wasn’t really the hardest part of it,just i thought that were not meant to be..There are really things that we want to keep for our life..But we to have to accept that fact that we can’t have what’s not really for us..I really realized that people come to our live,we learned to loved them in the most special way.but when its time to go we have to let them and let each other grow apart..difficult,painfull,but in the time,lahat ng sugat gumagaling.it leave a scar,but it would only remain us that because of that scar,we learned our lesson well..It"s nice to be inlove especially,kung mahal k ng taong mahal mo..only one thing i learned in my experince,dont give all and keep little bit for your self.and also always love your self..Now i can say that im in the process of moving on.. but this experinces always remain in my heart..