Complicated

I felt faint. I could not believe what I was hearing. I wanted to die.
My life started to be complicated.I started to wet the bed from fear and nightmares...That led to more complications since i met him.As soon as I think of her I want to cry.
Why is life such a bitch? I wonder. Full of hurt and complications. What happened to living happily ever after?
I think of the girl in the room next over.
Before I know what I'm doing, I'm reaching for the tablets. I fill the glass with water, then stare at the little white box for a while, feeling as if I'd been sucked into a tornado of emotions.
Who knew they had so much power?
A tear oozes out from beneath my eyelids as I push four tablets out of the casing. I drop them into the water and watch them dissolve, releasing a string of tiny bubbles that soon disappear.
The water looks so innocent now.
I wipe my eyes with my sleeve, then pick up the glass.
Slowly, I walk into the living room.

But i will make sure my life will going to be good and happy because i have the man
that love me and give the best life that i wanted to have..