i finally found

someone..

its a miracle!!.. i never planned for this to happen here because i have always been wary of people i meet in the internet..

but he is different, very different from others i have met here.. i sense that he is an honest person & means what he says.. i don't know why but i just know.. when before i have all these pre-qualifications for a man, i now believe that that special feeling u reserve for those you love will just get felt from out of nothing at all.. it just is.. i can't really explain why it happened but it just did..

maybe that's it.. you can't plan for it, that wonderful feeling just happens when you meet the right person & then your heart beats differently when you talk to him.. you want to bare your soul and you don't care about the outcome.. you see past everything physical and see right through to his soul and know that he is the one you have been waiting for.. that he is the one answer to your prayer..

as imperfect as i am, i will question my heart & why my mind did not filter this feeling.. i still do not believe this is happening that someone will love another person completely "blind" with no reservations.. love on the premise that he is sure that nothing will matter whatever or whoever i am, complete with all my faults, my past & all my idiosyncrasies..

i don't know what to say but i know i feel for him..i love him..