sad to fall inlove with the wrong person

I feel sad
I feel like I wanna cry...
I don't wanna hold these tears anymore...

I want a good hug right now...
I want someone to give me comfort...
So sad... I shouldn't feel this way.... I really shouldn't feel jealous and hurt like this...
he was never been my bf....

I'm such a fool for letting myself to fall for him...
I should not have met him that rainy night....
I shouldn't have let myself fall into his trap...
And let him enjoy himself!

I'm such a fool...
For him, I'm just like a wind...
A temporary thing.... I came into his life...
and then just like a wind, i'm gone... out of his life like before...
I can't be a part of his life... and never will be... just a pleasure...

This is goodbye to him now...
but what about me... how long can i keep these tears from falling...
how long can i hold this fragile heart from breaking again?
I feel like i just can't trust my heart to any man again...
but because of someone now,always there for me and helping me.
i know i will be okay and happy someday..