I love you,BuT I don't

How is it that I love you... but I don’t?

How come that I can stay away, but not wander off very far from you?
How is it that you hold such a big space in my life, but not hold a place in my world?
How is it that I wanna make you smile, yet does not wish to be the reason behind it?
How come that I want to make you happy, but not hold your happiness?
How is it that I feel such deep tenderness, but not the romance and passion?
How come that I wanna shower your face with kisses, yet still feel the same when the time comes that you will hold another woman’s hand?
How is it that I can say I love you, yet no feel no pain should you say you love another?
And how come that I can give you my heart yet know that it does not belong to you?

...Just why is that I truly love you... but not be in love with you...